12.33.

when your life is back on track, and you look around and see others in pain, or suffering, or depressed, what do you do?
Hope they get better, and thank your lucky stars.

didn't know thing were like that at ***FC. guess everything happens for a reason. maybe im banned from sports to be excused from the crazy world of soccer politics.

sigh. dont even know what i want. dont know what i should do. i just don't know...

today i swam 50 laps solo, cuz ubri was at the gym. i know it was no where near tue's 80 laps, but when a girl's left alone in a swimming pool early in the morning when there's no one around, imagination tends to run wild.
you see, since young i've had this phobia of swimming alone. I just have this compulsion to think that a barracuda or pyranha, or some swift and deadly fish will come attack me. yeah so i forced myself to swim. each time, frantically struggling to get to the other side, not caring about how poor my strokes were, not caring about how frivolous i looked.

anyway so after that i went to meet song and his friend (and my new found friend) joshua choo. haha. we went to get elroy's present, well song left halfway to meet sophia and my new found friend accompanied me.
in the end, what i decided should be elroy's gift was so nice, i got one for myself too, then after pondering for about 2 seconds, i contemplated the idea of purchasing one for song too, cuz i didnt wanna leave him out, and decided song should get one too. so i called elroy to ask if he wanted to share the present with me, and he agreed. ingenious isn't it?

so yeah, now the three of us have identical ******. haha. fun bun (or so elroy would say) i think we're pretty much set as a gang LOL. can go and FIGHT! haha.

nothing much happened after that, joshua and i went to meet song again after a while because
1- there were no approprite time slots for movies for joshua and i
2- Song needed to borrow money

yeah so there we go. a friend lost, a friend found...

for every door that closes, a window opens :)